The Midwife From Hell

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Anansi is the newest edition to our family. Anansi just turned 1 on August 29th. He was born to midwives in a birth center located in a hospital. Anansi was born at 41 weeks. He popped before he came into the world so he was rushed upstairs to the ICU. He had fluids  in his lungs but good thing we were not at home and all he had to do was get transferred by elevator upstairs. Mercy Birth midwives work side by side with the OB's. Because of that more babies will live.

I know I have been neglecting my blog but not a day goes by that I don't think of my precious Angel Aminah. Many of you may know that the twins birthday is May 24th and Twin Akilah is as beautiful as ever. I wish I had them both with me. Akilah will be 5 years old and it has been 5 years that the midwife has lived her life without consequence. I like to keep my blog stories short and straight to the point. I will never stop fighting for Aminah. I will fight with the last breath from my body. That midwife will never be able to repay me ya know. It's not about the money. It's about my daughters life, my family, and her twin sister. I dedicated this whole blog to Aminah. I started this blog so that Akilah, her twin sister will be able to look upon the struggle and fight. The memories, the tears, and the love. I will forever and always love you Aminah and you did not get a fair chance. Signing off your momma.

Wow, it's been a long time coming. Aminah has been gone almost 5 years now. Time moves so fast. I literally can not believe it. Although I have not blogged in a while, my fight for Aminah has not stopped. As we have added to our family I can't help but to know for sure that my Twin's death was definitely due to negligence of that Midwife. Anyways.........I'm proven record that you may still receive a delayed birth certificate for a home birth. Here a few pictures of what Aminah would look like to this day. Identical Twin Akilah Born 1st Identical Twin Akilah Born 1st Identical Twin Akilah Born 1st Happy Blogging

Today is the anniversary of Aminah's passing. This day 4 years ago I was overwhelmed with an undeniable feeling of regret. I felt alone and troubled. My soul just would not rest. In the picture above is Twin Akilah. I always upload pictures of her because this is what Aminah looks like.She was an identical twin. I feel that no matter what I can honestly say that I love Aminah and will continue to dedicate this blog to her in every way possible. Sometimes I look at Twin Akilah and just cry because she is so special and smart and she is missing her other part but everyday I show her pictures and remind her who Aminah is. I tell her what happened and I tell Akilah why she is special. I tell her your a twin!!!! I tell her she is so special that God had to make two. I have mourned for so long today is a Celebration. We will honor you our special Ibeji Holiday. We Love you Aminah.

So today I have a midwife appointment baby due soon. I will be recording my whole trip. Since this is my last baby I want this to be special. I will be recording these weeks until delivery. Hope you stay tuned in.