May, The Bitter Sweet Month

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I know I have been neglecting my blog but not a day goes by that I don't think of my precious Angel Aminah. Many of you may know that the twins birthday is May 24th and Twin Akilah is as beautiful as ever.

I wish I had them both with me. Akilah will be 5 years old and it has been 5 years that the midwife has lived her life without consequence. I like to keep my blog stories short and straight to the point. I will never stop fighting for Aminah. I will fight with the last breath from my body. That midwife will never be able to repay me ya know. It's not about the money. It's about my daughters life, my family, and her twin sister. I dedicated this whole blog to Aminah. I started this blog so that Akilah, her twin sister will be able to look upon the struggle and fight. The memories, the tears, and the love. I will forever and always love you Aminah and you did not get a fair chance.

Signing off your momma.

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